ok so…. i was petrified to do this. Firstly because these are messages I wanna tell people close to me, my boyfriebd, my best friend and my dad. These are things i would never ever say to them – to their face. I made 9 cards and divided my 3 messages up – 3 , 3 and 3 for each message. I went shopping in the SI Mall one day and left 3 messages in my favorite store, a store that me and my best friend frequesntly visit. 2 in the pockets or items and 1 on the earring counter. I started to sweat and my hands began to clam up. I though to myself… there is a good chance my best friend could find these. Oh shit! im in trouble. oh on to the next….the message directed towards my dad. this message woulddefintely hurt him and I cant bear to do that. I left these randomly, a deli, my dance school, a restaurant. To be honest – places hed never visit bc I just cant deal with the anxiety. Lastly, the message directed toward my boyfriend. this is the type of message you dont say to him or else hed think ur totally insane. especially since the relationship is so new. so i decided to be brave and leave these messages in places he may or may not go. Such as, a certain store, a deli by his house and a car wash counter. now this was when my heart started to race and my mind started to pace. then i thought u now what?? million n millions of pices of paper float around all day….. mine is sooo going to blend in – how would he know this was meant for him to see? theres a good chance he wont see the pieces of papers.
I finished up my assignment then went on my way…. nothing you can do now – your message is already let out into the world. into the sea of papers.
